Thursday, November 19, 2009
Fresh air of thailand. Yes, im finally in tht country. Sad to report tht my smalelr dog, my sis' dog is lost, for 2 weeks. Just blogged now. Dad put in effort but, it didnt work. So today was fucked up.
Everything was ok, until it was the airport part. Took 40min to pack up my bag and clear my table.Reached the airport. The ppl said airplane was full. So they are lookin for volunteers to board another plane, to KL, thn to BK. $150 + US$50 voucher for krishop. As I say, Singaporeans are suckers for freebies. Let's mention why I hate that idea. First is volunteer. Second, I've done it once in Taiwan so I knw I hate it. Third, The airplanes are of lower standards. Fourth, It is a hassle to change planes and the time is too long. Fifth, You don't really earn anything bcause the planes you board are of lower standards, and the money only covers up that. What about the time/hassle/w/e? So my conclusion is it sucked. Well, no one else had the brain to think. So I kept the $150 and decided to throw the voucher since I dun wan to buy anything. Why nt giv away? Becuz all money face, jiu shi bu yao gei. In the end, I hate myself for being too kind, still gave it to my mum. = =. So I was feeling so fucked up the whole trip. It still reminded me of my Taiwan trip. We went on a tour, thn we borrowed this stick with a hand on top. I played with my sister and it spoiled. So we told the tour guide and said it was fine, cuz it was cheap. So thn ltr this gal borrowed it from me, and thn ltr returned it. Upon return, the stick was broken. I tot the tourguide meant the whole thing was cheap, so I didnt purposely tell anyone. And ltr, found out the stick was hard to find and expensive. I was scolded by the tourguide very hard in front of everyone. I said it was her, but nobody believed me. All scolded me. Do u knw how I felt tht time? I felt like I was a fucking dog, whr nobody understood me. Yay :) And thn went to KL, followed this guy, walked so fast. Stood and waited for him to do some stuff, stared blankly. After done, sat down like a dummy and stared blankly for another 20min. Thn sat in the plane and stared blankly for another 20min be4 it took off. Knw why I hate it? Anyway, nobody gives a fuck anyway. All see money only, $_$. In the first place, we were just supposed to take the plane normally. fuck today.
Skyblader
Sometimes you just have to smile
pretend everything's okay
hold back the tears
and just walk away.
12:36 AM
Sunday, November 15, 2009
So I've just walked around my school there de neighbourhood for like 1hrs ++. Was just wandering around, had some "old" memories come back. My ex-school was re-painted. The metal which was blue now became gray, the coloured wall became dark green, and the pale yellowish-white wall remained. The park next to the basketball court was partially done, almost like crescent park, just smaller. Then went around the brown playground area, the block of HDBs beside our school, yeah. That was where I spent my childhood. The carpark's black metal became dark gray. Ah.... Those days...
Skyblader
Sometimes you just have to smile
pretend everything's okay
hold back the tears
and just walk away.
1:12 PM
I stayed home as usual. Bored, cuz i cant stay up late to draw, neither can i watch anime. too little ppl to cw. My anime watching career has about about come to an end. Some pointers after prolonged watching:
1) Prolonged watching of animes can make you long for the characters to be in the real world. Why? Impossibly cute eyes, and some impossible things like kena whack fly 100 feets, 1 second after a serious wound you're perfectly fine, and really exaggerated facial expressions.
2) Your IQ will drop. Why? I won't go into the details... hehe.
3) They help you at drawing animes. Why? Cuz looking at the shapes/expressions/eyes/hair/W/e tend to help? Like remembering the technique or smth.
4) Are really good time wasters, especially if its longer, and great impossible storylines.
5) Probably more, might have forgotten.
So anyway, I'm going off nao. :)
Skyblader
Sometimes you just have to smile
pretend everything's okay
hold back the tears
and just walk away.
1:51 AM
Saturday, November 14, 2009
So ytd... I watched 2012, it was awesome! :) Cant really rmb the events. Well, thts wad u get for stayin 33hrs straight, Anyway i oso officially became gold member, and officially like to talk to clan members. :) I oso drew smth with a new technique, http://www.skyblader.deviantart.com/ :)
So thts bout it. ill be leaving in 4 days. T_T
Skyblader
Sometimes you just have to smile
pretend everything's okay
hold back the tears
and just walk away.
6:16 PM
Friday, November 13, 2009
so yea... im back agn. felt smth was missing in life agn. well thts wad i always do, and probably much more tht ppl do as well , but just cant do anything. Some things just cant be told out, even if it can take ur life. sometimes... u cant get wad u wan. u cant do wad u wan. u cant do foolish stuff cuz of this suckish world. u cant. :)
Lately been changing day into night and night into day. Woke up in the late afternoons and slept in the morning. Been watching alot of anime these days, as much as clan war-ing but thn aft i was banned from carry and nobody gav a fuck to wad i said, ive officially stopped doin tht and its now all pubs fer me. Just watched amaenaideyo first 13 episodes ytd, and realised it continued so i watched it today, aft the 6 episodes of kampfer tht is. Kampfer is getting episode 7 this saturday or sunday.. i heard. Anyway back to the point, just watched amaenaideyo episode 3 and it was hilarious. :)
So thts bout it for today. Catching a movie ltr in the afternoon. dun intend to sleep until thn.
Skyblader
Sometimes you just have to smile
pretend everything's okay
hold back the tears
and just walk away.
4:11 AM
Monday, November 9, 2009
I realised, I haven't posted in quite awhile. Been drawing lately(http://skyblader.deviantart.com/), and of course DotA-ing. Missing somebody. Going online much less. Well, feel like going out, cant. Its been boring these few days, and I hate it. Just gives me some time to go to my room, lie on the bed, stare at the ceiling, and let my soul be lost in thought. Emotions, predictions, grieve and God knows what else. It'll just be a few hours later when I suddenly come back to reality, and find out how much time I've wasted. My next target would be Inuyasha and Kagome together, stay tuned. :)
Skyblader
Sometimes you just have to smile
pretend everything's okay
hold back the tears
and just walk away.
7:55 AM
today.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
today sucked. didnt sleep as usual. 5am went to mac with ant. talked bout prank calls , laughed like nobodys business, stomachache + tears. thn went home, took a nap while he fixed warcraft on the desktop. thn we dota-ed tgt be4 goin to martin's house. went thr slacked/napped/prank called. Had a fun time until it reached klins ha. I hate him :). it keeps coming back aft it goes away. Yea so i napped awhile be4 walkin home. thn dota-ed. make me sibei dulan. why? i at top lane with him, i keep lure the 2 heroes and thn die, thn he get the kills. Yes, my aim, he carry mah. thn he late game call me feeder/spy? ask me switch over? steady loh, i spy. help thm lose loh, deny all switches. He called me nolife kid and noob. yea, i told him spy = no life kid + noob, he oso diam diam. this kind of ppl fight oso get no whr. bless him oso kena, curse him oso kena, help him oso kena, dun help him so kena. so w/e
Skyblader
Sometimes you just have to smile
pretend everything's okay
hold back the tears
and just walk away.
3:47 PM
.a.
Monday, November 2, 2009
ok so on sunday, i slept at 8am. woke up at 10+, got ready waited for sis and reached church at 12+. Slacked till 1+, went to suntec to make specs. Well for dad and sis, while i just gt shades. Shopped arnd while waitin for the specs, felt sick. well, just not enuff rest. Sis hand itchy go touch a button, made a crazily loud sound and she was like "wdf" and zhao. Had fun ytd, chatted bout sch and stuff. Finally went home, thn reached home. took a quick 5min nap and thn off to dinner. Ate the least and thn slacked/phoned. Thn went home, com-ed till 2am. woke up today at 11+, skipped lunch and slept till 2pm? Thn woke up and went to get my first ATM card, YESH. Be4 eating KFC and goin home. thts bout it. I probably dun rmb some important details cuz i was tired, but just rmb i hav crazy family tht jokes alot :)
Skyblader
Sometimes you just have to smile
pretend everything's okay
hold back the tears
and just walk away.
4:41 PM
The 2nd wedding day
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Today was a long day agn.... ok lets c.
woke up at 6+ to 7, saw everyone asleep, dozed off.
Woke up agn at 7.18, 7min to wash up/prepare/walk to sch? no way. Continued to sleep.
9am woke up, bride and groom came my house to dunno do wad, im probably half asleep. well, i slept at 1am ytd =/
thn aft tht, DotA. Mr soh called at bout 10+, gave him the reason i had to attend wedding. no mc at all.
left house at 11.30, for some catholic church at bukit batok. Rehearsal started at 12, actualy stuff ltr. stand/sit for bout 2hrs be4 goin home.(Attending wedding sux. i wished i went to sch.... missed ppl)
Went to sch to giv sci file/body world consent form/money/travel plan form. Took report book, couldnt take my 2 certs cuz mr chong went for lessons. Met kevin, walked home tgt.
DotA-ed till 5+, went to the furama hotel at clarke quay. Took our time, reached at bout 7+. Joked/chatted arnd, cleared the peanuts, destroyed some stuff.. ( nt literally )
Went into the ballroom. Waited thr like for eternity while joking.
Some interesting programmes, amazing dragon dance. Dinner started. Programmes such as the proposal continued. Finally programmes ended, left food. Joked arnd as usual, my family, jokers. Yeah thn MRT-ed home. Time check 12.30 now. so reached home bout 12.
Btw, its drink some tea/ pray some stuff first.
Thn wedding,
thn dinner.
Pics ltr.
Ok here:
Kinda my latest picture aft a long time. Looks betta enlarged.
The vow part..
Some gospel reading.
Still the vow part.
And yeah, still the vow part.
Yeah exchanging rings/vows.
Same.
Same.
Ok this is boring.
Same...
Souvenir.
Taken with flash.
Yeap. The car and some people.
Some pics.
Vow agn.
yesh its still the same...
me my family and relatives? o.o
another view.
its the same thing.
same agn.
Yesh, the wedding car :)
Omg the ring barer is so cute. lawlx.
same agn...
The amazing dragon dance?
Click here if you cant c it properly.
Click here if you cant c it properly.
As you have noticed, No order at all.
I felt different during the wedding, thr was this one part, whr the lights were flashing and changing uncontrollably and the music was lost, making all other noises lost in it. It actually brought me to another world, and thn everything was blue/red/green/black/white/whatsoever with the lights. And yea, it felt amazing. too bad i cant take a vid.
Skyblader
Sometimes you just have to smile
pretend everything's okay
hold back the tears
and just walk away.
12:26 AM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
nuthin much to blog today anyway. just dota-ed 1 match. i tink someone angry liao, tmrw in sch sure come sch guailan/kp me with other ppl. steady 1. Assisst hero tio ks :) Thn yea u get the point... its ok, everybody has to learn some day, bout tinkin for others and nt just bout themselves. Think of the big picture. Draft/pub still the same. yea so i jsut updated my blog for the sake o it, i dun wan it to die? yea so... yea.
i miss her. -
we were brothers, no longer. -
we are brothers. -
we are great frens. -
I've hurt thm. -
They've hurt me. -
I can rely on them. -
I cant rely on thm. -
They cant be read. -
Skyblader
Sometimes you just have to smile
pretend everything's okay
hold back the tears
and just walk away.
10:02 PM